Well it's been a while since I have blogged and I would much rather blog then write my research paper...so blogging it is.
Life has been very crazy here lately, between 2 jobs, a full course load at school, tons of homework and actually trying to have a relationship with my husband in between it all, life is stressing me out!!!!
And then came march 16th - a day me or j will never forget. I had missed my cycle in February and march and we headed to the doctor. That afternoon we found out that I was 2 months pregnant and that we would be parents in October. We were a little shocked to say the least. Our plan was to wait till I finished college and began teaching and then start our family, but God had other ideas.
We are very excited about being parents, Jonathan a little more then I expected, but when I sit and really think about it, it still seems so unreal. It feels like just yesterday I was graduating high school and not planning on settling down anytime soon. And it seems like not days ago I fell in love with my amazing husband, who saved me from myself and so many past memories. And now we are planning for a child. This 22 year old college student is planning for a child. I sometimes feel like any plans I make never really go that way, but I know in the end that what God plans is always better then any plan I can come up with.
The stress of this all is really getting to me, and I feel like with so many other things on my mind I haven't had time to really think about having a baby.
I am so glad this semester is almost over and I will have the whole summer to prepare, after all the baby's room is our storage/office at the moment. Lol
Hopefully I can get some pictures on here soon of my baby bump, and we find out may 11th if we are having a boy or girl!!!! So so excited!!!!
